When after the heartbreak has fled and all the pain you thought would never end has slowly diminished you’re finally able to take a step back and really analyze your past relationship.
For me I can now see how toxic mine was. The arguing, the jealously, the lies, and everything I convinced myself was okay because love was all that mattered. I don’t hate her, and I don’t want to hate her, so I won’t hate her. I found myself while trying to recreate who I thought I was before I met her. Being able to remember what made me happy before her was the most beautiful treasure I could have ever rediscovered.
Life won’t wait, and neither will I.