Jonathan D. OC.

I don’t know how to feel anything without you.

Moments.

There are moments in everyones lives where we choose to make something/someone worth it and fight for it/them or walk away and always wonder what if. I would rather fight for you than walk away empty handed wondering if it was the wrong choice for the rest of my life….you are worth it, we are worth it. 

I’m not letting go.

One of the worst things about heartbreak and break ups is the advice that gets thrown at you…

“If she loved you, she’d be with you’

“If you love her, don’t give up.”

I feel like i’m going to explode.

You.

“The greatest irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right & finding out you love someone after that person walks out from your life & sometimes you think you’re already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love, love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much & the other was being loved too little as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. Here’s a piece of advice: Let go when you’re hurting to much. Give up when love isn’t enough, & move on when things are not like before. There is someone out there who will love you even more, surely then, you will know true love.”

you, me, and x-ray machines.

I know I’ll never be able to explain the last year of my life in a way that you deserve, I just hope one day you can forgive me. I hope that one day you can remember all the good things and make the bad things disappear, maybe if I disappear. You helped shape me into the man I am today and I forever wish that you weren’t leaving our journey and more so sticking this out with me and making it worth your time. But alas every person has the right to walk away from something they feel isn’t worth their while, and just like a season I will fade from your memory. I wish there were a word that could explain how I truly feel about you and the love I have for you, eternal, evermore, forever, and till death do us part. I will unrequitedly love you through my entire life until I deserve a minute of your voice again.  

I’m worth more than you give me credit for, maybe one day you’ll regret this.